ꕤThe very first. ɞ
I'm writing this first post mostly as a test to see how the .css behaves as I edit the theme, but that isn't to say that I'll not take it seriously, and that it won't be archived as the very first of its name.
I keep a diary since October/2021, but lately writing on it has been hard. If I were to hazard a guess, I would mostly blame the lack of consistency on the aesthetic standard I hold for it, but maybe there are other reasons. Who knows?
₊✧˚﹕︶︶︶﹕૮₍ ⸝⸝´ ꒳ `⸝⸝ ₎ა﹕︶︶︶﹕ ˚✧₊
The indie web interests me. So much so, that for the past few months I've been learning to code and having a lot of fun while doing it. I struggle with the dichotomy between what's public and what's private on the internet, and while I long to hide under a rock, living my life as a cryptid, I also long for connection. For being seen.
Social media is too much for me. There's the pressure of posting, of doing well in this self-imposed imaginary task, and of keeping up with other people's lives. I've never been a popular type of person, neither do I strive to be. So I quit it all a while back, and honestly have not missed it. I keep getting all the gossip from my friends, and I can curate what I see towards what I want to see.
I've been really loving having a neocities page. It's so much fun, and I can't recommend it enough. This past years completely drained me of all my creative juices (and I'm an art major, believe it or not), but I feel like I'm slowly getting it back through web design. It's good. Feels like settling back into my skin.
Quote:
By tomorrow, we'll be swimming, with the fishes. Leave our troubles in the sand. - Tomorrow by Daughter.
Thank you for reading, I'll see you soon ヽ(*・ω・)ﾉ